Something cute somes this way.

Some sketches and one for fun picture that won't get past the rough stage.

Words of wisdom from Jason Manley

A small lesson on how anything can and is possible in life by the artist and president of Massive Black, Jason Manley.

At seventeen I was homeless and orphaned, taking care of my fourteen year old brother who I somehow managed to keep in school. I had dropped out of school. I did two years of wasting time eventually trying to get my head on straight. At nineteen I was homeless again. Scraped together enough money to get my ass to Arizona to study art. Got a temp apt to get me through to the end of the month and took a job at subway (applied all over til I found something). The subway job paid enough money to sometimes eat and pay my small studio rental. I went back to school to get my graduation and was working full time (thought I needed to graduate from HS to get into a good college). Trust me...it was fucking painful. I transferred to a community college the following year and slowly got better and better jobs. Worked telemarketing fund raising to afford a 1977 Datsun and art supplies. Shittiest job ever but paid double what subway did. Worked three jobs during the summer to get caught up including going to Alaska to work the salmon docks across the country. I did not give a shit what it was, if it paid for my goals to be met and didn't involve anything illegal, I did it.

As time went on I realized I needed to arrange my priorities again. I took a night time job so I could exhaust all my energies in my art and studies. Eventually got a job at AT&T..."AT&T this is Jason how may I help you?"...I was still far behind those who had life handed to them their whole life. However, I was catching up. In time I realized it was not a chase against others but to only my own race to my goals. Kept the nose down. Chose friends who worked on art or learning always. Ignored the time wasting folk who never will amount to anything other than regular. Grew up around enough of those to realize the difference. After three and a half years I took my first art job and quit my shit job...have lived with and from art ever since.

By the time I was 29 I had achieved every goal I had reached for when I first set out. That is when I realized it was time to set new goals...each time this happens it feels like starting over...get something done..start again...in time your life becomes what you want it to be. Even those of money have to do this if their life involves learning, skill, and growth. It is not money that holds people back...is just their own mind.

The hard part about certain situations is not everyone is told they can do and reach their goals if they just work their ass off starting RIGHT NOW. Some know it and wont work for whatever reason. They listen to that voice that says I want to chill and watch TV or i don't feel like it. Others have addictions or mental issues keeping them from growing and learning. I didn't want to be any of that. I wanted to do cool stuff...to have an interesting life...and to work in a creative way.

Hard manual labor growing up taught me that my mind would rot if I chose that kind of path. I wanted something to use my mind. Bored if not...and with boredom comes making trouble or distraction. Gotta turn that into work ethic...no choice. Carl Dobsky was telling me this about the atelier every day. It has to be just uncomfortable enough to make the coolest thing to do be art. If there is a blaring TV or anything else, than there are other options. Options that keep one from not working to reach their goals.

Complacency is the womb of mediocrity. You clearly are not complacent. So do something about it in every free second of your day. All this wandering around doing not a whole lot but thinking isn't getting you much done. It is however, giving you a taste of life many others would never have the guts to explore. Just don't stay down there too long without coming up for air.

Holiday Treats

Finally got around to getting these online. Most of these are the final pictures I drew for Figure drawing class. My vacation is going well so far, I've found a time waster by making my families christmas presents. I'm currently making a very large CD rack for my brothers CD collection. I have no clue what to make my parents though...Christmas is coming up fast and since I don't have much money to spare I need to design something. I'm also looking for commission jobs or ways to sell my art. It seems like a good idea to jump into the business now and get a feel for how things work, maybe get some money in the process. (I really hope so)

Happy Holidays.

First Semester

First semester is over at Ringling and we're out for winter break, it's a week earlier than most colleges. I flew back home today but the morning went by extremely slow. I woke up at 7:30 a.m. and didn't get up until around 8:30 a.m. My flight wasn't taking off until 1:43 p.m. so I had a lot of time between that. Most of it was spent pacing my room thinking.

By the time I left at 10:00 a.m. to get to the airport I was thinking about what makes a great piece of artwork. My entire semester at school got me to realize that research is one of the most important factors in a masterpiece. Still though, almost as soon as I realized that I also remember great pieces of art that have to do with the actual painting of the picture, like the work of Andrew Jones where the real beauty in his work is how he paints and not so much of what he paints.

I pulled myself into an inward debate over what the most important factor was in creating an amazing piece of art. Was it how much time was spent on it, what the meaning is, the use of materials and style, how accurately it portrays the subject, etc... It was ended by the idea that it wasn't about any of those things. In fact it had nothing to do with the artist, but the viewer. Artists will never have the last say on which of their own pieces is better because it communicates to everyone and so everyone replies back. Every piece; every idea is just like a word, sentence or story that speaks without a voice. All art speaks through sight. Even if you never put a message to it.

I arrived at the airport 3 hours before my flight. So I sat down and waited outside the security check drawing in my sketchbook. Almost as soon as I sat down a woman came along with a large bag and started to set up something Christmasy right behind me. She pulled out signs on a stick each with a meaningful remark, like "Self Determination" and "Good Will", drawn on with crayons. Three girls in red and white and Santa hats soon appeared with their family. After a while more families and little girls in red and white appeared and over hearing the discussions I realized that this was a small play being put on by elementary students. I wasn't able to see it since I saw a line building up in the Security Check. I would have to get in there now to be sure I would be one time for my flight.

Naked People!

Here are a few more. The Floating Sculpture is going on in 3D Design, so look out for some designs and project updates.

Making the Mark

I'm trying to update this as often as I can. So here's a few I did in F.E.W.S. I feel like I need to practice my figures much more often. I'm having trouble making the gestures, I think I need to slow down and examine my subject more carefully instead of rushing it all just to get it down. In order for me to use the gesture I should be able to understand it...

A Long Time Ago...

...I made a blog and stopped updating by accident. I'm finding myself very busy with work and play but here are a few sketches and homework I've done in the past month.